6 months...

Today was 6 months since my boys were born. I got a few "happy six months" comments from family members for our Jean-Luc, but only my husband, mum and grandmother acknowledged I gave birth to two babies 6 months ago today. I wish I could have celebrated with both boys today.

Julian, you were missed today. You are missed everyday, but today, the absence of your presence weighed a little heavier on my heart. I love you my sweet forever baby! I wish I could have scribbled your name on our 1/2 birthday cake (even though my writing was barely legible). I wish I could have taken pictures of both you and your brother in your matching Bumbo  chairs. I wish I could have covered you in 6 month birthday kisses and raspberries too!

Today we celebrated as best we could. Despite not having Julian with us, the last 6 months have been amazing. We have enjoyed every minute with Jean-Luc and his big sis.

Jean-Luc 6 months 

Tomorrow marks 6 months since Julian died - my plan is to stay busy, but still think of my sweet boy often.