Tomorrow...

Tomorrow will be 100 days since my babies were born. Where did the time go?

I am so happy to be celebrating Jean-Luc's 100th day tomorrow, but as I sit here thinking about what tomorrow will be like, I'm suddenly starting to feel a bit overwhelmed with sadness. Something very important will be missing tomorrow - our dear Julian will not be here to celebrate 100 days with his lovely brother.

Losing one of our twins has been a roller coaster of sadness and happiness for me. I am constantly amazed, happy and smiling with my little Jean-Luc. And then I remember, something is missing - Julian. (Insert heavy sigh...life is so not fair sometimes.)

Happy 100 days Jean-Luc - we love you so much, thank you for making us smile every day for the last 100 days!

Julian - we will be thinking of you often tomorrow. We have loved and missed you for 100 days and will continue to do so forever more!