November has been a sick month for me! The kids were sick, I've been sick - I had a gallbladder attack mid month and for the last five days I have been struggling with a wicked cold. I am hoping for a healthier December.
This most recent cold has me remembering my pregnancy, the last time I was this sick I was pregnant with my boys. Last night while I was laying in bed alone just watching some TV, I got a sudden urge to cuddle Julian's bear. With my busy life and Julian's siblings keeping me so busy, I sometimes forget how much I miss my other little baby. My emotions are all over the place the last few days, I'm blaming cold medication and sickness - but I feel a mess right now.
Friday, November 30, 2012
CAPTURE YOUR GRIEF 2012: Day 30 Your Grief
I saw a similar post, and I am paraphrasing another baby loss mama - but her words fit my grief perfectly.
CAPTURE YOUR GRIEF 2012: Day 29 Music -Only a months +1 day late!
I have been meaning to finish this, it is very me to start a project and then not finish it. So one month and 1 day later, I am picking up where I left off.
Music - I heard this song a few months ago and couldn't get Julian out of my head, when ever I hear this song I think of my boy.
1,2,3,4
Music - I heard this song a few months ago and couldn't get Julian out of my head, when ever I hear this song I think of my boy.
1,2,3,4
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